I honestly feel just so empty.

I wish my “best friend” would start being my friend.


Today is Copernicus’s 541th birthday. You may remember Copernicus as the man who said “Hey, what if the Earth went around the sun?” To which the Catholic Church replied “Hey, what if we set you on fire?” 

He may have my body, but he doesn’t have my mind. 

Hot peaches are so much better than cold peaches. 

He told me they would be coming over, and asked if I would be joining them. I said that I wouldn’t like to. He looked at me seriously.

"Why? Explain yourself."

I had no choice but to do what he said. I told him it’s because they make me feel very uncomfortable.

He asked, “is it because of what happened before?”

I said yes. 

"But she’s been over before."

I told him I wouldn’t keep her from coming, she’s his friend.

He said he would tell her not to come.

I really don’t like being in this situation.


4:35 Blaze it sorry traffic was crazy









Fun fact: Cheetahs only attack prey that runs

jesus that is good to know.

Yup, that’s the point you just stay still and let it do whatever the fuck it wants that doesn’t involved you getting eaten. 

REALLY FUN FACT for big cats cheetahs are fucking docile as shit
my grandfather ran a cheetah sanctuary in south africa and he’d just lie with them and sleep among them and they’d rub against him and chirp at him they’re big fucking babies

Another Fun Fact: Cheetahs are incredibly nervous animals. One of the (many) reason’s they’re going extinct is that cheetahs are so sensitive and nervous, some of them are literally too nervous to breed. Others will breed, but stress themselves out so much, they’ll lose their cubs. So zoos with breeding programs had to figure out how to make cheetahs comfortable enough to first of all, get laid and secondly - not spazz themselves into miscarrying.So what’d they do? They gave the cheetah’s their very own Service Dogs!The dogs make them feel safe, protected and secure!


this post just got so much better

Ancient moon priestesses were called virgins. ‘Virgin’ meant not married, not belonging to a man - a woman who was ‘one-in-herself’. The very word derives from a Latin root meaning strength, force, skill; and was later applied to men: virile. Ishtar, Diana, Astarte, Isis were all called virgin, which did not refer to sexual chastity, but sexual independence. And all great culture heroes of the past, mythic or historic, were said to be born of virgin mothers: Marduk, Gilgamesh, Buddha, Osiris, Dionysus, Genghis Khan, Jesus - they were all affirmed as sons of the Great Mother, of the Original One, their worldly power deriving from her. When the Hebrews used the word, and in the original Aramaic, it meant ‘maiden’ or ‘young woman’, with no connotations to sexual chastity. But later Christian translators could not conceive of the ‘Virgin Mary’ as a woman of independent sexuality, needless to say; they distorted the meaning into sexually pure, chaste, never touched.

-Monica Sjoo, The Great Cosmic Mother: Rediscovering the Religion of the Earth (via kittening)

Bronn, meanwhile, is characterized by the collossal, epic, sun-blocking pile of fucks that he doesn’t give.

-TVTropes gives a stunning summary of Bronn’s entire character. (via theonkilljoy)

You’re living your own regular life, then everyone around you starts to wear beanies and flannel the way you do, and everyone’s favorite pair of shoes are Dr. Martens too, and they’re sold out of knee high socks at the store and then ONE person notices one of your field notes books that you’ve been writing in for years and ALL OF A SUDDEN you’re a FAKE.

It’s so scary because it’s like, “Hey, you can keep your money in a bank, or if you would rather, you could trust the corporations” and I don’t like either of those. 

Let the future figure itself out on its own. Fuck the future, I’m making a past.

I once met a kid in school and we were talking in class and they mentioned that they took Biology twice and I looked at him and asked, “on purpose?” And they said “yeah.” And I looked at them so funny, and I asked them “why didn’t you take one of the classes you’re going to need to take later?” They looked at me and shrugged and said “I like  that class. And I got a good grade both times.” Neither of us was right or wrong. I’m the kind of person that looks toward the future, and forgets about the present. They were the kind of person to live in the present, and let the future figure itself out on it’s own. They’re way of thinking was so different from mine, that I couldn’t control myself. I lost control. But I had gotten that way from being too much in control. So what is my next step?

I think it’s time for me to try living in the present, which is what I should’v learned from that kid all those years ago.